Wednesday, February 28, 2018

The Cranberries- Electric blue eyes

  LBOH, Sex-NO Drugs-Rocknroll!! is now available for purchase at BLOOKUP.COM. YOU WILL DIG IT!! GO, GO NOW!! P @ L, always, FW. LBOH, With the Heart of a CHILD, there as well. The saga continues. 

 THIS ONE IS DEDICATED TO BRENDA, MY #1 FAN. Thank you for your support. Can't begin to tell you how much that means to me. 
 YOU ROCK !! 
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   L-B-O-H @ The 4th Dimension(It's All Connected)

  Since last we chatted over high tea, I thought things have gone sideways,(all things, the meaning being FUBAR, crazy).  Albeit, however, nevertheless, nonetheless,(could not let an opportunity like this slip thru my hands),  just as a disease, a rebel force eating away at your internal organs, unchecked, unimpeded, the progression continues, worsens quickly, @ now we are in a state of everything is UPSIDEDOWN !   Everything, @ I mean everybody, need to to do a 180, NOW! The clock is ticking, (TIKTIKTIK). What I thought was joy, is not. What I thought was love, is not. What I believed was good, was bad.

  ALICE lives! Look thru the looking glass, if you dare. If you got the guts you will begin to see things as they actually are, twisted. Try it. It will ease you burden, lighten your heart, bring you some peace, acceptance, the internal struggle lessens. For I am most at conflict with myself @ thusly(weee), with the world. Can't fight the world people, I tried @ failed. However, I can conquer some of my own demons, thru the grace of GOD @ HIS beloved son, JESUS CHRIST.

  Can't do it on my own, not a prayer. Nevertheless, 

"I AM THE LIGHT OF THE WORLD, THOSE THAT BELIEVE IN ME, SHALL HAVE LIFE, MORE ABUNDANTLY, EVERLASTING".

 I'm in, where do I sign up. Reader, are you with me? I need to know you are with me. Cuz I can't continue fighting the battle of GOOD v evil on my own. I need you, HELP! (beatles, thanks). You do know that I do all this for you, right? Without you reader, what I got? Nada, neitz, zero, bupkis, flatline, death, famine, disease, pilliging that's what! Needless to say, with you, together, we can make the world a much more beautiful place. For there are still, beautiful people in it. Reader, you are one of those(i know things about people). IT'S ALL CONNECTED. EVERYTHING @ EVERYBODY. We can achieve harmony, love, good, kindness, smiling, laughter, fun, abundance is all still possible, together. Reader, we have to do this together. PLEASE !   

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  Can't be light without dark. Can't be good without bad. Can't be right without wrong. Can't be life without death. Sides of the same coin, this thing we call life. Ever notice the things we instinctively think as hard ship is upon further review actually a good thing. My 1st thought, always wrong. What joy really is is nothing what I thought it was loe(booyah) my entirefucking life !!!
 (btw; did you catch the fact the word is, back to back in the previous sentence? In this landmark edition of  LAST-BEST-ONLY-HOPE? I still got it baby!) 
   Cuz here in the 4th D, everything and I MEAN EVERYTHING NEEDS TO BE PUT UPSIDE DOWN. UP needs to be down, right needs to be wrong, good is bad. Alice is back thru the looking glass. The world is now upside down @ it has been for a really longlonglongtime!!! So the questions on the table are WHAT IS JOY? WHAT IS LOVE? 
  My ideas of what joy really means is not even in the ballpark. In the 4th D, it goes something like this, ya know that lousy job you got with the piece of crap boss you got? Try living without that or any job. NOW YOU HAVE MISERY. You catchin' my drift reader? OR, the bills stacking up driving us into early graves. THANK GOD I GOT $$$$ to put food on the table, keep the heat on, pay the electric bill. Ya gettin' it? Upside down people, TURN IT ALL INTO JOY. Cuz without these seemingly gruelling things that SUCK SO BAD, that is the exact point where we will know what hardship @ misery truly are(damn, that is good writing). Pay attention or you may miss something. There are hidden behind these words, hidden msgs,(NOW THAT SENTENCE SUX). 

Let's get back to it shall we? Then we dance. 

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  CONNECTED; Been listening to a lot of music from my child hood('70-75), @ it has released many splendid memories of events @ the wonderful people, family, wonderful friends. Warm memories, very sweet. We at LBOH, believe in spirituality, a commitment to reality. Thusly, with the sweet comes the bitter, along with joy comes sorrow, happy/sad. Can't have one without the other. My youth was a blast. Then came high school @ everything changed. LIGHT into DARK. No details here, if you read me, you know my story. 

 My 4 best friends during my 4 years of high school are now all dead. These guys were all so sweet, so much fun to be around. They were as family, hell, closer than family. I mean, I was with these guys everyday, everyday, for years. We were tight, we were close, I loved these guys. There was never a question of getting together. We got together, of course we did. I miss having friends like that. Maybe it's age. We grow up, we grow apart. Work, new families, moving, dying. 
  I am terribly saddened by this latest death of #4(no names on this one). Their ages at the time of death, chronologically(29, 35, 45, 53), too young TOO FUCKING YOUNG. 

  They were all wonderful kids, men, people. They made my world a much better place. We were all the better for them. They are missed. I loved them all.   

   Close friends, cherish them, love them. Go out @ have some fun.  Fun, not what we used to think fun was.

I AM, @ HAVE BEEN SO BLESSED.   

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  AND NOW FOR SOMETHING COMPLETELY DIFFERENT(monty python);

 I got busted on my last blog on the fact I forgot to mention on my best bands of 70-75 list LYNYRD SKYNYRD! Yep, I did. I am ashamed. I should be publicly flogged at that Picasso thing in the Loop. Tarred @ feathered for indecency needs to be brought back. Skynyrd, they were the top of the list. In fact, best of the bunch ! An incredible legacy in an amazingly short period of time. Ronnie Van Zandt, was a genius songwriter, singer, showman who is terribly missed to this very day. His loss in '77 created a void that has never been filled, that would be impossible. BUT COME ON, BADBADBAD ASS !!!!!! As it gets. AWESOME they were. "GIMME BACK MY BULLETS", enuf said.

  THE GODDESS list from when I was a wee lad grows. I would be remiss if I failed to mention KAREN C., DEBBIE S., DEBBIE T., SANDY T. Sweet Mother of God ! Yes, there is a GOD. My GODDESS list proves it. Anything that beautiful, case closed. THANK YOU GOD! I was surrounded by beauty, daily. It fuckin' rocked, man!!! 
Blessed @ cursed at the same time. CONNECTED.

YOU FEELIN' ME? HOW'S EVERYBODY FEELIN' NOW?

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CHAPTER THEME SONG;  "ELECTRIC BLUE EYES" by the great great great CRANBERRIES.

 Very spiritual, @ now sad. Dolores O'Riorden was an angel. She was a rock goddess. One of my favorite females singers ever. This song was picked all by itself, almost a year ago, at the time of her tragic death. I wept upon hearing the news. There is way way way too much of this goin' on. It never seems to stop. She was so beautiful, so talented, A GIFT TO THE WORLD. 
AND SHE FUCKING ROCKED !!

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THE HOLIDAY SEASON is here. I love the holidays. Let's have some fun. Reader, you with me? Let's rock!! 

  GOD is awesome, JESUS is a rockstar!, always with the heart of a child, @ sex, no drugs, rock-n-roll, that's what I'm talkin' 'bout!! 

                        PEACE @ LOVE,
                                til the next time, 
                                        I'll be thinkin' of you, 
                                                                                    FW Roman